Bad case of regret

I should have listened to them.....

My parents, I mean. Now, look at me! I'm just not satisfied with how things are doing.... :-( I just want to go back go those precious days...I'm missing highschool badly! If I can just go back in time and make my parents decide to leave this place, then I will do so.......... My life is different now and completely, I feel that I totally wasted it by unpractical decisions I've made...If only I learned how to be practical in an early age...If only...

And now my life is a mess. But then again, aren't we all in a mess? We're living in a place of mess...and in the end we all end up doing foolish things. For now, all I want to do is wake up from this nightmare and see it all over again -- to see myself in my highschool uniform, walking and laughing out with friends and thinking about NOTHING at all...